unimportant.

so as of march 13, i have become unimportant, unnoticed, hurt. i don't see the point in anything anymore. theres no one who lives for me, and i have no one to live for. no i'm not talking about suicide. living for someone is like having a reason to wake up every morning, just so you can see their face. someone to go to school for. but no i don't have that. and now i feel unimportant. like i don't matter to any one.

okay i'm trying to get anyones pity. so i feel like changing the subject.

well now that i'm done with tsa, i think i should get a job, go work out, something. take my mind off of things. plus i need the job. but i can never find a job. this is getting annoying. its like i'm never gonna get one. seems like a reoccuring theme. hopefully this will keep my heart at bay until may 28th.

i need to get away.