yeah, we're goin down.

I feel like quitting. I don't care about school, college, my future. I really don't. I just want to get out, get away. Whenever I think about my future its unclear and I never know what I want to do. I can't live my life at a desk. That's no way to live. I can't live my life doing what others tell me to, leaving no mark on anyone. How can someone just go on through life living that way. Why do I need a college degree to help people?

I can't take this never ending feeling of helplessness. Like the feeling that my life will never amount to anything. I want to do something big, I want to be destined for more than a 9-5 job with a husband and 3 kids.