honestly i've been begging for answers...

that you and only you can give to me.

so someone i haven't spoke to since sophomore year told me that i need to cheer up. well i'm trying. but nothing has happened to make that happen. a change must be made in order for me to be happy. if not I'll just keep living this life. i'm not emo and i don't try to be depressing. if you know me you wouldn't think i was depressed or anything. i try to hide my true emotions, but i've been known to have them on my sleeves. i'll try better next time.

well there was a ring around the moon tonight. that means that misfortune will be coming soon. i don't want to think about it. i'm kind of superstitious and this is something that i believe in. i think it started with today. my knee popped out of socket! can you believe that?! and i had to pop it back into place! ugh and then other stuff happened, not worth mentioning. I can feel more misfortune is on the way, so I may stay in doors for a while.

tonight i went to see sherlock holmes with lat jacobi and joe. well we didn't last long in the theaters since it was like 1 and we were soooo tired. we left, took lat home and had some waffles. while we were there we started talking about prom. me and joe both have technical dates, just people we want to go with...i'm too much of a chicken to ask the person i want. i'm old fashion and i feel like guys should make the first move. but i doubt the person i want to go with will. so i'll probably jusst go by myself. well joe said if we both don't go with the person we want to go with then we will go together, but he's said that to every girl sooooo i'll be going alone. he also said that i shouldn't wear red to prom, i look bloated lol. but i should wear a light color. which contradicts what two of my friends said. one said to wear red, and another said to wear black. i was thinking gold and ivory.

this was a really random blog, about myself...LOL. oh well it felt nice not to talk about relationships really for one post.